Lately I've been feeling like theres no will power for me to go on.. I just feel like everything I do is useless. Maybe my mind is thinkin right but idk.. I have no clue if anyone cares. Being diagonosed with cancer so young is really hard to deal with and I have no clue what to do with myself. I just wanna be okay but for some reason my heart is saying I will never be okay... Here I feel loved and that I belong but outside of the internet world is reality where nothing will be nourishing to my heart as the compliments and nice words people say to me on here.. Maybe I was wrong the whole time that the world was changing. People out there will never change..and thats that. Maybe suicide is the right option instead of me dying fighting.
I am feeling quite random and happy. Surprising! I want your opinion if I should write a story on here? I'm kinda self consious about what I write so I Want your opinion(:
Lately I've been feeling like theres no will power for me to go on.. I just feel like everything I do is useless. Maybe my mind is thinkin right but idk.. I have no clue if anyone cares. Being diagonosed with cancer so young is really hard to deal with and I have no clue what to do with myself. I just wanna be okay but for some reason my heart is saying I will never be okay... Here I feel loved and that I belong but outside of the internet world is reality where nothing will be nourishing to my heart as the compliments and nice words people say to me on here.. Maybe I was wrong the whole time that the world was changing. People out there will
I am feeling quite random and happy. :O Surprising! I want your opinion if I should write a story on here? I'm kinda self consious about what I write so I Want your opinion(: